Like I said, no big deal, you know? All I do back home is work. Rarely a moment to spare, finish one mission and I'm off to the next before I get a good night's sleep so I... can understand that feeling. I threw myself into hunting.
[ She listens, of course, but she's trying to think of a way to explain how she feels and for that matter, relate. ]
Just gotta figure out what to do that'll either distract you or you can enjoy. We'll all go back eventually and I think that's what I needed to accept. I still get frustrated, but... gotta give it a go while you can. Might be the only opportunity we have. I've... I've already missed out on one of those here and I regret it.
[ The trouble is that Larsa did his best, with both Gabranth and Hope. Especially Gabranth. He tried to stay safe and do what Gabranth wanted him to, to make his - friend? Whatever the Judge was to him, smile and feel at ease and all right. And it doesn't help. Doesn't help in the least.
In his room, Larsa wipes at his eyes, though the connection remains steady. ]
All right. Of course. I will try.
[ It might take a few weeks before he gets there, though. ]
[ Maybe that's what he wanted the most. Not just that, but to have that person be alive. To spend time with them while he could. She understood that, she really did. ]
Hey, it's okay. You don't have to say what you think I want to hear, you know. Just take it easy, Larsa.
[ She suspects it will. Still, she's worried about him. ]
[ Sorry... eventually he'll realize he should have just said what the trouble was. But... he's been prepared since he was a toddler for so many eventualities, yet this is so outside any of them that he's lost. Lost enough to be able to see the light she is offering and unable to move towards it.
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[ She listens, of course, but she's trying to think of a way to explain how she feels and for that matter, relate. ]
Just gotta figure out what to do that'll either distract you or you can enjoy. We'll all go back eventually and I think that's what I needed to accept. I still get frustrated, but... gotta give it a go while you can. Might be the only opportunity we have. I've... I've already missed out on one of those here and I regret it.
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In his room, Larsa wipes at his eyes, though the connection remains steady. ]
All right. Of course. I will try.
[ It might take a few weeks before he gets there, though. ]
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Hey, it's okay. You don't have to say what you think I want to hear, you know. Just take it easy, Larsa.
[ She suspects it will. Still, she's worried about him. ]
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I will see you tomorrow?
[ Sorry... eventually he'll realize he should have just said what the trouble was. But... he's been prepared since he was a toddler for so many eventualities, yet this is so outside any of them that he's lost. Lost enough to be able to see the light she is offering and unable to move towards it.
It'll pass. ]
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[ He really deserves to act like a thirteen year old, she figures. And if he wants to talk to her, she'll listen. ]