So? You can remember it now. I've done things I've needed -- wanted to do here that won't affect me back home. People have dated, gotten married, opened businesses... Why not take a chance?

[ She's not forceful. And honestly, her own words start to make her reconsider some things about herself, about being here. It's confusing in some ways.

She hates this feeling bullshit. She really does. ]

Sometimes things don't have a point, you know.